Kenapa sampai perlu membakar gereja?

Kerana isu pengunaan Allah untuk agama lain tu..perlu ke sebagai umat islam yang waras memberontak sehingga membakar gereja? Perlu ke membuat perkara yang memalukan begini? Bukankan kita sebagai umat islam di ajar cara untuk bersabar, bertimbang rasa dan menggunakan akal untuk bertindak bukan menggunakan nafsu semata-mata.

Sedih rasanya...aku bukan lah seorang umat islam yang perfect, hijab pun tak pakai lagi, sembahyang pun kadangkala tertinggal waktu tapi aku masih tahu sedikit sebanyak isi kandungan Al-Quran yang mana Allah s.w.t. tidak pernah menyuruh kita menggunakan kekerasan. Islam adalah agama yang suci dan adil, jangan lah kerana isu penggunaan Allah, perlu ada sikap cetek sehingga perlu membakar gereja untuk mengambarkan keislaman kita. Ini bukan ajaran agama islam, ini lebih kepada ajaran untuk mempuak-puakkan perkauman.

Kejam ke ibu..

Tak sampai hati rasanya tengok dia nangis tiap-tiap hari. Dia masih kecil, baru 18 bulan tapi dah kene tinggalkan dengan orang asing, takde kawan lagi...huhh..huhh..rasa nak nangis skrg ni.

Hari pertama di Taska dia excited sangat jalan sini sana, masa tu ibu tengah buat registration tapi bila time nak di serah kan pada teacher dia dah mula nangis tapi masih boleh di control. Muka nampak blur..Dlm pukul 2 ibu datang visit, dia tengah tidur..kesian dia tidur kesejukkan bawah kaki orang. Masa ibu dtg ambil dia, awal sikit dlm pukul 4 dia tengah menangis baru lepas basuh bontot. Takut agaknya selama ni sama ada nenek atau ibu aje yang basuhkan. Terus ibu masuk nak tengok dia, nampak aje ibu lagi kuat dia nangis minta peluk...sedih tu kene tinggal...(nak nangis masa tu rasanya)

Hari kedua di Taska pun sama, lepas teacher ambil tunjukkan balon dia diam kejab dari menangis, terus ibu lari keluar pergi keje. Tengok dia pukul 2 petang, hah..kali ni dah tidur di tilam sendiri, ibu bawa pagi ini, nampak lebih selesa dgn bantal busuk dia tu. Petang ibu ambil pukul lima, masa teacher tu pinpin tangan dia keluar pintu nampak aje muka ibu dia terus nak nangis happy sangat rasanya akhirnya 'my mom is here to get me'. Sempat bawa dia main2 kejap kat situ..happy sgt. Semalam dan hari ni, ibu singgah kejap kedai beli kan lolipop sebab Hairee dah jadi good boy.

Hari ketiga di Taska, we all dtg awal sikit dlm kul 9.30am..2 hari sebelum dtg lepas pukul 10 pagi, so ibu tak mau Hairee rasa terpinggir sebab asyik datang lambat. Masa sampai tu budak class dia umur 2 dan 3 tahun tengah breakfast. Dia nampak teacher dan kakak dah nangis kuat sangat, terpaksa ibu ikut pergi kitchen sebab Hairee tak mau lepaskan pelukan. Ku duduk kejab kat situ, dah surut nangis tapi kali ni dia dah tak mahu teacher walaupun di tunjukkan balon. Menangis kuatnya masa ibu tinggalkan dia. (Hairee jangan fikir ibu tak sayang Hairee ye sebab tinggalkan dgn stranger...huh..huh..ibu kene pergi keje sayang)..Balik tu masa ambil dia, dah pesan dgn teacher jgn bawa dia keluar sebab nak tengok apa dia buat. So, masa ibu tengok dia dlm bilik tengah main duduk diam aje tepi dinding, bila teacher panggil nama dia, dia terpinga-pinga terus pandang pintu. Bila dia nampak ibu, terus dia buang semua mainan tu bangun dan lari happy tapi mcm nak nangis (ibu rasa sedih sangat masa tu). Dia peluk ibu dan salam semua teacher, kakak dan bye-bye friends dgn happynya. Dalam hati dia agaknya apa dia fikirkan?

Hari keempat di Taska, hari ini lah. Masa nak sampai toll damansara/pj ibu terus cakap dgn Hairee ' Hairee stay with teacher, friends, kakak ye, you can play, study, dancing together..around 5 oclock ibu will come to take u' lepas dia dengar terus nangis minta dukung. Dia nak keluar dari carseat dia, dia buang kasut dia dan menangis aje. Masa nak sampai Taska tu, dia macam dah tahu lagi kuat dia nangis. Masa ibu dukung dia bawa masuk gate dia masih nangis, tak mau lepaskan pelukan...kakak dtg ambil dia lagi kuat dia nangis...

Kejam ke haku sebagai ibu...hati ini rasa nak menangis aje skrg sebab tak dpt nak tumpukan 100% kepada dia sebab haku kene keje. Boleh ke haku bertahan melihat dia menangis aje. Ramai kawan-kawan yang hantar anak ke tempat yang sama mengatakan 'it is just for temporary' tapi nak melalui saat-saat ini rasanya pedih sangat hati ini. Maafkan ibu ye sayang...sebab tinggalkan Hairee dgn stranger. Hairee kene be strong, independent, ibu harap Hairee faham kenapa ibu kene hantar Hairee ke Taska....:(

Sayang ibu pada Hairee tak pernah berubah walau sebesar kuman pun, ibu sayang sangat dgn Hairee. You are my no. 1 in my heart sayang..

Saya dah tua...lah..

Happy belated birthday to myself...I was born on 9th April, 33 years ago.

Just want to share an unforgettable incident happened last Saturday. I felt horrible and stupid, feeling like knocking my head down for doing foolish things. How could I forget to lock the front gate and the worse things I left a bunch of keys including house keys hanging at the padlock in front of the gate widely opened.

When we came home after breakfast that morning, we were shocked to see the front gate was opened. Willy quickly stops the car and ran inside the house to only notice that I have left the keys hanging at the gate's padlock. Syukur Alhamdulillah, pintu depan rumah masih berkunci, kereta satu lagi ada parking safely outside. After checking the whole house nothing was missing.

I’m so forgetful now, baru 30an tapi otak dah mcm tua sangat, benda macam ni boleh lupa. Seingat haku, lepas letak Hairee dlm carseat, haku terus masuk kereta tanpa toleh belakang tak teringat langsung gate belum lock, willy pun sama terus zoommm aje. Macam mana lah boleh lupa dan tinggal kan kunci semua kat mangga tu.. Lama gak keluar adalah dlm 4jam..Syukur sangat tapi kene jadikan pengajaran utk diri sendiri.

Daily Traffic Nightmare in Klang

At a standstill: Construction works near the Kota Bridge in Klang is causing traffic congestion in the town. (Picture from thestar)

As an origin klang people, I hate to say..I hate Klang now.. I hate traffic jam. Since both of us are working outside Klang, Willy in Old Klang Road and me in Damansara, we have to face this freaking traffic jam EVERYDAY. I wish we could move into a new home in Setia Alam now!!Willy non-stop keep complaining about reaching late to work despite driving like mad. Just imagine we have to spend at least 1/2 - 1 hour driving speedmeter ranging always between 0-20 kmph across MPK Building to Klang city side which before only took us 5 minutes NOT ONLY ON WEEKDAYS BUT WEEKEND. We have to endure this heartache every morning and evening. For not being stupid we even making sort of tricks to try many alternative roads to avoid this super duper traffic jam but still somehow need to pass thru the massive traffic flow between Klang City and Bridges. This daily traffic chaos makes us really 'sakit hati' and 'bosan'.

Choked: A view of the construction site in Klang where motorists have to inch their way through (Picture from thestar)

There is a huge construction by city council which to my opinion does not even concerns the priority of motorist in Klang. They are currently widening the road nearby, tear down the overhead bridge to build another bigger one, constructing third bridge and supposing it will overcome the traffic problem in the future, but the project has been taken place from early last year and projected to be completed by end of next year. 2 yeas has gone but we don;t see many improvement yet.

Should I be worried?

We are looking forward for a short trip to neighbourhood country but the current political issues by freaking stupid protesters made us anxiety. Should I be worried? Honestly, if it is just two of us, I don’t give a damn about it coz we have been there many times, but Hairee is going this time. Moreover it really pissed me off sometime when my PIL keep calling asking us about this (actually it’s not just this time, every time when we plan to go anywhere, everywhere in this world are not safe to them) Are they just being an over protective parents! ? Oohhh.. goshhhhhhhhh….

We are kind of wait and see situation now…hope nothing happen.

I did browse from internet, asking people around there, seems what we see from TV are just too sensationalize, the media tend to make it little demonstration BIG. It was just like what we had during ‘BERSIH PERHIMPUNAN’ 'REFORMASI' which I don’t even know about it, but it was big news on CNN.